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JPOP Fest! :3

I'll be going on my first JPOP Fest tomorrow!!!

WEE!!! :3

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~~today's happiness... :3

 

~~finally, after weeks of waiting, I finally got YUI-sama's Hello~~Paradise Kiss~~, ARASHI's [Beautiful World] album, and JUMP's No. 1!!! They are all superb, but I wished JUMP No. 1's packaging should have been better, orz, so disappointing, but, oh well...

~~what really made me happy... :3Collapse )

YUI-sama's RAIN [LE]!!!

I am really a happy fangirl now. I'm so happy today I could die!!!! Kyaaaa!!! :3


MY RAIN LIMITED EDITION!!! [sorry photos are LQ 'coz I used my phone's cam ._.]

~~this is the front cover... :3



~~the back... :3



~~RAIN CD... :3



~~and the DVD... :3



~~play the DVD, and you'll get... :3



~~choose Please Stay With Me... :3













~~choose Rain... :3















~~kyaaa, I LOVE YOU YUI-sama!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥





:))

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~~A very sad and painful truth~~ (P3)

Wow, honestly, hisashiburi LJ. :3

Lol, it's not as if I do not logged in, I always lurk here in LJ, it's just that I don't post anything, kufufufu... XD

Anyways, honestly, I never thought that this [~~A very sad and painful truth~~] will have a part 3. Because according to [~~A very sad and painful truth~~ (P2)], I got over the "weird feeling" I'm experiencing.  Well, I guess not, since this post is the part three anyway.

Oh well, this third post is my letter.


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~~B-DAY sutarto...

~~okay, so the band slam last night lasted until 2 in the morning, i enjoyed it, nuff said!!! and from 2-4 am, i had donuts and coffee with mon, shell-shell, gege, cj, gabz, maica, jekka, mar, cooper, drei and jp, after that, we all went home!!! :3

~~woooh, what a cool start to celebrate my anniversary, many people have greeted me even before the clock ticked 12 am, thanks much!!! ♥

~~but what i found epic about this day is that I SLEPT OUTSIDE MY BOARDING HOUSE FOR AN HOUR BECAUSE THE DOOR WAS LOCKED FROM THE INSIDE AND I CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!! nyahaha, i think i felt all the cold that the dawn could bring, i even slept while standing, and the worst part is my feet feel so numbed when i woke up!!! >.< ..really, i felt relieved when Tita Vick woke up, thanks to her, i can finally go to bed, but that was not the case, i ended up tumblring and thanking all the persons who greeted me there and on some other sites, nyahaha...

~~
EPIC!!!! :3

~~9.11.2010

..so tomorrow, according to my friends, is my big day, really, is there really special when you're turning 18..??..What's so special when a girl turns 18??? Can someone tell me??? 'Coz honestly, every person turns a year older every year, but there's this thing called "debut" and i freakin' don't understand why people put so much effort into it..i just can't.. O.o

..but due to those facts, i can't help but feel sad whenever the same question is being asked to me, "Aakyat (pupunta) ba dito sina mama mo?" ..okay, the ANSWER IS O OKAY!!! A BIG NO!!!! I'm never gonna spend my birthday, my supposedly special birthday with them, so please..stop asking me this.. :((

..so school, i don't really feel it today, i don't know really what's with me today, i'm just not in the proper mood, sorry... O.o

..oh well, the rest of my rants is here!!! :|

..anyway, as usual, i mean, as far as my tradition goes, i'll have a haircut again, though, it's my current hair is short, and of course, the so-ever listings of the gifts that i want to received shall be posted here in LJ, probably to make my current feelings lighter, 'coz i really feel sad right now 'coz it's raining cats and dogs and the stupid thunder will kill me and would not let me turn 18..!!..nyahaha..right..her goes nothing..!!.. :D
18 THINGS I WANT TO RECEIVE ON MY 18TH ANNIVERSARY
  1. 18
  2. 18
  3. 18
  4. 18
  5. 18
  6. 18
  7. 18
  8. 18
  9. 18
  10. 18
  11. 18
  12. 18
  13. 18
  14. 18
  15. 18
  16. 18
  17. 18
  18. 18

~~HONESTLY??? I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY TOMORROW, NUFF SAID!!! ^_______^

 
..so yeah..i'm listening to my so ever favorite YUI-sama..!!..and yeah..i really like her..she really has a song about everything that I feel inside..and yeah..of hackers, haters, and anons,, TUMBLR..yeah..i admit..i'm okay now but i still really can't get over it.. :(


コバルト色に変わる夜さ
冷たく光星空
コトバならもういらないから

涙に隠れた真実を
解き明かそうするより
根拠もない占いのほうがマシ

灯りの無くなったベンチで
見上げたら
理想ばかり浮かぶ
流れ星でした

ねぇ!教えてよ
あるがまま生きてゆけるなら

銀河に広がる 奇跡集めて
乗り越えてみたいよ

だって身体ん中
巡る感情に
支配されてんだ

こんなんじゃダメさ
ねえ そうでしょ?

サイコロ振るみたいに決めて
後悔なんて出来ないほど
次の場所へと進んでいたい

曖昧に作られたルールブック
臆病な分だけ出遅れて
ライバルの背中見続けたんだ

そんなのも
月明かり赤裸々
素っ裸の心からはぐれた
流れ星でした

ねぇ!教えてよ
あるがまま生きてゆけるほど

純情なんかじゃない
争う事も
さけられないの
きっと空回り
繰り返す教訓に
支配されてんだ

どうすればいいの
ねえ ウソでしょ?

空想ばかり描いて
進めない
愛想よくもなれない
何故だろう?

。。。It’s all too much

黙っていた それはYES か NOだけで
決められないことだってすぐにわかったから

目をそらしたら
たぶん 話し出すのね?
あなたは...

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怖いものなんてないの
失うものなんてないの

今日も歌を作りました
許してゆこうと歌いました それなのに...

電話が鳴る 一時中断しただけで
笑ったりよくできるなど 見ていた

機嫌が悪いだけだと
きっと思ってるんでしょう?
あなたは...

守るものはたったひとつ
心に嘘はつけないの

今日も歌を作りました
続けてゆこうと歌いました それなのに...

わかりあえないね あなたとは

困らせたりしたくないよ
でも譲るわけにいかないよ

明日も歌を作るから
偽りなく生きていたいよ それなのに...

それだけなのに ah ah
Am I wrong?

ねえ!教えてよ
あるがまま生きてゆくために

せまる難題さえも
ユーモアに変えて
笑い飛ばした

だって解決出来ない
日常に埋もれる

だから信じていたいよ
奇跡ってあるでしょ?
ねえ そうでしょ?

~~OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU KEI-NII~~ XD

..kya..INOO KEI's now 20..


..one more year..and hola..your debut..!!.. :D









..kyaa..he really is one seducing guy..!!..lol..O.o



..OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU ne Kei-ni..!!..


..more INOO KEI..!!.. :3



~~of hackers and friends :|

..sometime I ask myself if I'm really a good person or not..i know i'm not perfect but the fact that in everything i do, there's always seem to be something wrong..i don't really know what to feel.. :(


..i know that i live my life the way that i want it..the way that people around me would be proud of me by doing great things in a good way..but one way or the other..there are always those people who'll try to bring you down..i don't know if it's because of insecurity or just because they really hate you..


..admit it or not..i'm really affected by it..hackers and everything..oh yes i am..that tumblr was my second account..maybe i should've have listen to my friend before..she told me not to make another one..i thought about it but eventually i made another one not knowing that it will result a ruckus between me and one of my friends there..

..she's just not like any other friend, she was my first 'litlle sister" there..and i don't have enough reasons to bash her..but i don't think we'll be in good terms again..and i have to accept that as a fact now..


..as for the "hacker"..i don't think she really hacked me considering that many people know my email and password..they could check my accounts anytime and anywhere they want..i just can't believe that someone would do something to me like that..now i don't know who are the people whom i can really trust..if "that person" is really the one who hacked me..i hope she'll begin to realize that what happened between us died a long time ago..i actually couldn't remember some of those..hating is really not a good feeling..


..oh well..it has happened..i honestly don't know what to do..my name is stained but i don't have enough strenght or courage to defend it..but as for now, i am glad that i still have friends who believed in me..i really owe them a lot for not leaving me..simple, THEY ARE TRUE FRIENDS, although they are just my virtual friends..i wish i could meet them personally someday..yep..someday.i would definitely meet them.. ♥

..is it really my fault..??..T_T

..okay..just last time..i was riding a jeepney to go to sm..and I have no other money..more like “barya” to pay the jeepney driver..the only remedy is to pay that 500 peso bill which is really awkward..!!..X_X

..when I was about to pay it, a nice old lady said “Ading, ako na lang magbabayad, kawawa naman yung driver”..and I was like forcing a smile on my face and really wished to disappear in an instant..!!..T_T

..it was really embarrassing..!!..it’s my first time to be “libre” by someone I didn’t actually know..ahuhu..but she’s really a nice lady..i owe her one.. Ü

…eeeesh..!!..but you know what happened to me just now..??..I was hurrying up ‘coz I have an article to rush..!!..when I went inside the jeepney, I just realized that I have no other money except for my 500-peso bill and 3.50-peso coins..!!.. ..of course..I paid the 500-peso bill..and it was returned to me..”Ading, wala akong panukli”… O_o

..and I was like looking for another money even if I know I have none..and then I uttered “Manong, tres lang po yung barya ko..”..and the driver was so sungit..!!..i didn’t mean to have none..!!.. T_T

…ahuhu..the bottomline..??..I ended up not paying again..but this time there’s no good Samaritan that saved me from ridicule and embarrassment.. :((

..so today..I promise myself to check on my money first before riding a jeep..I seriously never want to experience this thing again..oh no..!!..and now I’m really pissed..T_T

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